Anyway, I think you guys are going to hate me. Hardly blog and the things I put up do not interest you at all.

This is another example among the rest of the posts:

My dear friend, B, sent this to me. (B, if you want your name to be known, let me know!)

Hate me all you want. I just love my husband too much! Hehe..

And this!

Just look at his smile. LOOK AT IT! *Swoon*

But I have absolutely no idea what I am going to write.

Well, let’s see.

I got my final results about 2 weeks ago. I was nervous as hell.  Almost forgot where I put my important papers in order to log into the system.

Found it. Type. ERROR!

Cold sweat on my forehead.

Tried again.

Logged in. Result staring straight at me. Caught me off guard as I thought I had at least a second to prepare myself.

Passed all. Relieved.

In fact, I was so relieved that I thought ”Bring it ON, baby!” I could conquer everything!

Went to websites searching for jobs. More motivated as ever.

Forward 2 weeks later. I’m still at home. Typing this while others  are working.

End.

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This doesn’t seem right, isn’t it?

As pessimistic as I sound in the above paragraphs. I am feeling alright.

But I won’t say cosy. In fact, I’m not.

It does gets to you when you know that you should be working after graduation. I mean, come on already. It has been what? 3 months?

I do feeling guilty and little worthless at this stage.

You have to be. You should be.

But I have to admit. On the scale of 1 to 10, 10 being feeling the worst. I’m on the scale of, say, 6?

4/10 of me is feeling pretty good now.

I mean, who gets to go shopping with friends and family at 3 in the afternoon? Not you. You are working. 

Who got to spend their whole afternoon at a cafe laughing their ass off with their friends? Nope. Not you either. You are probably in a meeting.

So you see, Being  jobless does have its up and down.

Remember I mentioned about guilty?

I’m feeling it. Why? Because I shouldn’t be enjoying myself at this time. Or at least not as much as I do. But I am.

So that’s it. I confess.

Being jobless sucks. But a part of me is still unwilling to let go of the little freedom and pleasures in life which I might not ever enjoy again once I started work.

Now, be honest with me. Am I plain lazy or what? Go on, say it.

Well, DOUBLE SCORE since……

So handsome, right?

He was so shuai in NCIS. So cool! Haha!

My friend said he would be a pretty woman. What the hell?

Hehe… That’s all.

But I am.

So here I am playing old classics songs and lighting scented candles. For what I don’t know since I’m chilled like a villain all these while.

If there’s one thing I’m good at is knowing how to enjoy. It’s true! My family always say that!

You have no idea how I like this kind of indulgence. It would be even better if the air con was on. But I shall not! No air con unless necessary!! (Save the Earth, baby!)

Anyway, I finally got the chance to try this moisturizer from Australia. I was told that it’s good and affordable.

I think it is oil based but it doesn’t feel that oily so I guess that’s a good thing. We shall see!

This is so how I was feeling when I heard this song by Lisa Ono. I don’t know the name of it but it’s damn relaxing.. How someone’s voice can be so soothing is beyond me! Perhaps it was the pictures in the video. Hmm…

Listen through ear piece please.. Oh so good!

Leave it to Frankie to give a new feeling to a song.

I don’t know if you guys heard of this Jap drama called Tokyo Cinderella Story (東京仙履奇緣) but it was my absolute favourite!!

That male lead is like my prince lah. And I always thought the girl is like the prettiest girl in the world.

Ahh, the song…

Although, I must admit I kind of forget what the drama is all about. Ha!